laffinkid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- \"i'm naked, around you, and it feels so right\" "yesterday I found out I don't have a left arm..."-dog fence;cky I went to the mall today, looking for a preset for meghan. I hate going to the mall with all the little bitches wandering about. Looking like their better because of their co-dependency on friends and having to be surrounded by a group of them at all times. Girls are bitches. I can't stand them. Anyways...i wound up getting her really pretty little earrings. I hope she likes them. It's funny how, when school is out, everything seems soooooooooooooo different. Days seem more productive. Nights seem more intruiging. My time is not occupied by petty thoughts of conformation or current objects of lust. Desires can be directed towards more efficient talents,like playing bass. I should get out my cello and pracitice that as well. The fact that i get excited when I see john bothers me so much. More because of the girls he chooses over me than anything. But I just would like to think that i'm stronger than this high school bullshit. I am. But not in all the areas i'd like to be. i painted my room. i like it. still have to do the second coat, but that's ok. red. antique-y red. nice. 10:56 p.m. - 2002-12-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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