laffinkid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- lying to my face again just gimme that donkey butt and them big ol legs, uh huh i aint to proud to beg. pleeease pleeeease lemme ride that donkey donkey, lemme ride that donkey donkey ------ dearest. who is this? this conundrum of ryhme and time and ups downs all arounds? who? ------ or do i already know. possible two. one of the two? who? ------- if ever there were a night, when i was with someone i wanted so badly to pounce, and lose my pleasantly moist and aromatic flower to, it was the night i stayed after work with chris when he forgot is key. but. tonight, was a close second. two years ago, i looked at him and never, ever, ever thought that two years from now, i'd be riding in his 4-runner rocking out to metallica after leaving a show we just rocked out to. together. but tonight that exact thing did indeed happen. and i'm not confused at all. i'm not upset. or mortified. but i wanted to. and then today, i found out he lost the bracelet I made out of hemp and a toy harmonica somewhere in the depths of germany. last night at the rialto i found a black condom. and i wondered to myself,are only black people allowed to use these? and if not, and someone were to say: "i love black cock", and a person not of african american descent were to wear this black condom, would that indeed qualify as..."black cock"...? ok so, before when i said i wasn't confused. i lied mostly. i mean. well. i'm not. i just. wish i could pause time. there are three. one old in age. one old in time we've known each other. and one new. i'm with the new one. would you have guessed it? where do we go from here. where does it go when he leaves? and do you know what i keep wondering (but i know will not happen, so i'm not sure why it keeps filtering into my thoughts)... will he propose before he leaves? what if he's already proposed to a german girl? fuuuuuck 12:40 a.m. - 2004-06-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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