laffinkid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- erect is an interesting word. jerry springer is actually a very intelligent, insightful man. i think i love him. i just wish i knew what i was doing. i'm glad i'm apprehensive about that three letter sentence. but it is truly confusing. i'm so jealous of that lion i could crawl into his sheets and sting him in his sleep. i'm jealous that he gets your kisses and your showers. i'm jealous that he's in your bed and on your mind. but i am a selfish girl now, and have no reason for these feelings. where have i been the past four months...after all? on venus and mars. i've been on the sun. on the moon. everywhere but in the ocean, except for those few brief moments with travis, feeling his cusp water trickle over my singed skin. sometimes he feels good. but the crab/twins and the archer are for the love. and my own lion says i'm more beautiful than all the 8 shooting stars he saw that night. but i only saw one. the metaphor of the century. "i'll be here awhile. aint goin' nowhere i'll be awhile." it isn't how i say it is. it's hard even here to write the word. it is love. it isn't love. it isn't fair, is what it isn't. it'll be different soon. i think. it'll be better. ------- i want to travel. 11:16 p.m. - 2004-06-28 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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