laffinkid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- and the wound deepens how can someone claim to discover a country, when there are people standing on shore waiting for the boat to arrive? as sure as the sun rises and sets he marks the beginnings and ends of days that are undoubtedly to pass. And as long as i'm still breathing and thriving, the passing days will bring me closer to your arms. and closer to letting go of his. one filling me with great and satisfying joy. the other stripping me of any joy possible to bare. and tears will flow and fall like niagra. every time we talk it's so amazing, everything gets cleared out of the air. The feelings just flow, at least from him. but i still can't say that three word phrase i know he wants to hear so badly. but what hurts more is that i allowed a complete and utter asshole ruin me, and that phrase for me and someone that i could love. but it's not just that. it's not. it says, leo is an excellent and passionate lover, but may not be capable of the attention scorpio needs outside the bedroom. how right. but. it's work. work i'm willing to do. and he's willing. he's expressed willingness and love in abundance. so. we'll see. i'm tired. it's late. i don't know what's going to happen. it's easy to invision another romance beyond his departure now. but. i don't see that necessarily being true though, actually. but. we'll see. 2:42 a.m. - 2004-07-30 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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