laffinkid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- slow dance with me to the sweet soft breaks and beats so i just broke down and started crying for the first time..since last friday. but it's different when people are around to help you. it's a quicker forget. now, that i'm just alone, it reiterates even more so, the fact that i'm alone. was that a little redundant? you get the point. his mom says, "you don't have to hang out with us if you get sick of it, i don't want to be just bringing you down all the time with reminders of noah." and I wanted to say so badly, but didn't for fear of sounding pathetic, "No, you've got it all wrong. It's the reminders of noah that keep me going. I want to be around his things as much as possible, so i can remember what he's like and what he feels like and smells like and how he walks and talks and laughs." zach walks almost exactly like him. it's entertaining. this paper is taking my ass for a walk. and by taking it for a walk i mean kicking it hard. and my nose is running. i better go catch it. yuk yuk yuk. 10:20 p.m. - 2004-09-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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