laffinkid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- you got me straight trippin' boo photography...:: I "checked out" a camera for the weekened and i get it until tuesday actually. so, beautiful, guess what we're doing tommorow!! yay! haha. my horoscope says that tonight is basically going to be full of action and that i'm a sexy goddess. i'm not sure if they do this puposely to hype people up for partying..orrr? but i already knew i was a sexy goddess. i mean. duh. pffffffffffffft. It's inspiring though, at best. spill canvas. god. i never tire of it. i never tire of it. i listen to the entire cd every morning while i get ready. it's goooorgeous. i kiiiiind of want to kill noah's mother. but that's neither here nor there. i'm stressing to a dangerous level, but it's been so constant recently it's kind of like a new normal. liike. global warming. i've been saying shit alot. not shit, like, talking shit. the actual word. shit. it basically just sums up alot of things. everything, actually. it's the generalized term for how this is going at the moment. so, but, it's not even that i have to in control. just. somebody has to be. and if no one else is doing it then I am. but it's just...shit...because of the persons involved. I just am starting to not even care. wait, that was a lie. the thought of booking my own ticket and flying in one night and leaving the next afternoon has indeed crossed my mind. if shit doesn't start getting taken care of soon, i will not only do that, i will also kill someone. apparently that's the only way to handle business around here. threaten death. also, i am about to start my period and my crotch has the pre-period scent. haha. i'm basically unaffected by it. but i'm hoping it acts as a type of aphrodesiac to every male i pass within the next three days. i'm also gross. whatever. shame? what shame? noah is so funny, it's not human. every letter i read i find myself doubling over laughing hysterically. i decided that i will always have to be with someone who knows how to make me laugh. but not just like, a giggle. the kind of laughter that feels like you should just have six-pack abs when you finally wind down. the kind of laughter that just bursts. and everyone in the room who isn't in on it just stares dumbfounded at what could possibly be so entertaining, and then they well up with jealousy that they're not in on it too. noah incites that kind of laughter. well I better go practice looking good in the mirror if I'm going to any kind of a sex goddess. man. this is hard work. 3:26 p.m. - 2004-09-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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