laffinkid's Diaryland Diary

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wait for me in the sky

"you want me?

well come on and break the door down.

you want me?

fuckin come on and break the door down, i'm ready. I'm ready. I'm ready."

.romeo&juliet.

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It was surreal from beginning to closing on the end. But saying goodbye hurt like nothing. No externally inflicted pain could ever compare. Even child birth is a whole other type of pain. When the heart is sick you know it isn't just what it used to be. not just a date. not just dinner anymore. It's Love. not infatuation love.
Infatuation with every flaw on your body. Infatuation with the way your lips move when you laugh and the way your eyes move beneath your eyelids when we kiss. Adoration for the sweet look on your face when you sleep.
but now things are good. after we've talked.
it's so much better.
and the fish is my healing light, now and forever. thank you for a warm hand and loving heart.

5:54 p.m. - 2004-10-14

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