laffinkid's Diaryland Diary

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forever's gonna start tonight

sometimes i think i have a tapeworm.
and then i just remember that I haven't eaten in 9 hours.
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right now i'm starving. i have such a headache from lacking nutrients. am i anorexic? shiiiiit.
then it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love. understand what i mean when i say there's no way we're gonna give up? ahhwww yeah maroon5. except that this makes me sad. cuz you know it's true.
i'm going for my birthday, or so is planned. i still have to get the tickets, and that is the true determinant. even then it's not stone, you never know. but otherwise it is. and i'm so excited.
it's going to be so cold. that will suck on the train but it will be allright i think. i sort of hope it snows...but we're also not going to have our own car and that is not a good place to be in snow. hmm.
turn around, bright eyes. every now and then i fall apart.and i need you now tonight. and i need you more than ever. and if you're lonely hold me tight. and we'll be holding arms(?) forever...once upon a time i was falling in love, now i'm only falling apart. nothin i can do. total eclipse of the hearrrrrrt.
haha. that song was playing in my head throughout last night, because of the lunar eclipse. EIGHTEEEEEEEZ BAYBEE.
i still have that goddamn ear infection. shit.
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your words fill me with concern. and the static-x song this is not.
but i have so much racing through my head at any given moment i feel like it's not fair to try and make you bear that. bear all my racing. and you have racing. but you know what. i was standing. and you were there. and two worlds collided. and girl, they could neva tear us apart!
i can't wait for christmas time. it seems like this year is going to be amazing. i won't have money. but i will have love. it feels like we're going to connect at that time. so i'm just waiting, and in the meantime you're always on my mind. do you know? you always are.

6:14 p.m. - 2004-10-28

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