laffinkid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a lip peircing. Sweet One. My heart laments for your departure into a world full of light, as I feel myself departing to a world full of dark. A beautiful butterfly will emerge, and I cannot wait to see your brand new wings the third month of the 2007th year. I dont want to see a psychic, because I'm afraid of what he/she might say. I'm afraid of the possibilities, and the outcome. Plus, it's harder to do research than I predicted. I just returned from beach time with boys and beers. It was a nice release. I feel sad, about leaving the other fish that doesn't swim quite like you. And I will leave her again tommorow, but what can I do? I wish you were here, instead, because you know how to roll with all the other elements. A true chamelion at times, like me. My back hurts from laughing so much with those silly boys, who are maybe a little too easy to look at.. I miss the short period of my life where I wasn't lying. In between "omar" and "noah", there was a freedom of crushes and singularity. Now, I tell lies, or withhold facts, even from myself. How do I stop the wheels of this train without derailing the others? Sacrifice. 3:31 a.m. - 2006-07-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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