laffinkid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- everybody's talkin how I can't can't be your love "Would you please meet me by the water, baby? I've been thinking everyday about you Please don't leave me standing with my heart in my hand Would you meet me by the water tonight?
I resisted further research of her music months ago, despite numerous recommendations. I could feel that the words she sang would not fit me at that time. But they fit me now, and I love listening to them. Her voice is magnificent in it's emotion and expression. That song is for you lovely. [And a little bit for the blonde haired boy, but not in the same way. And not with the same feeling.] You, floating quickly past the dirty gutters and atop the streets of a foreign land. Not what you expected, but the lesson will be one beyond what you could have ever dreamt of, had you stayed in the cactus. Beautiful song bird, we have so much on our tongue's for each other. I have a book to send you, and no address to write down upon it. I hope that you can remedy this soon... In the meantime, short notes for you: My Grandmother died, and I am going back to Tucson for the weekend to attend her funeral. I am apprehensive about spending too much time there nowadays, because I miss having the option of sprawling in your room. I am 89% sure that I'm moving back to Japan sometime in January or February. I am still visiting you in March though. I like my job, but I've been working way too much. My place is slowly but sure coming along nicely, and it is definitely mine..haha. My things are so signature, and the trinkets you have given over the years are like twinkling stars gleaming out at me when I am missing your sweet voice. [Which is always]. Noah and I are ok for now. I am, at the very least, writing him nicer emails and telling him I love him again. There's a "set of scales" that has caught my eye...but he is just a crush like all the others. Libras always capture my lust, and I have yet to determine exactly why. At most, he gives me a reason to go to work every day. I like the way his hair rests on his head. Much more innocent than the scenario with that wisconsin one...this work boy knows, and will know, nothing of my infatuation with him. I got asked to accompany my cousin's friend [who is in the Marine Corps, along with my cousin] to go to the Marine Corps Ball in November. I am very excited about this, and hope to start working out soon so that I can shimmy into a red dress I bought just for an occassion like this one. And..last but not least. I love you girla. I hope you do not feel unjustly elevated amongst the gutters, because you know, and I know, that you are always the first to get dirt on a white blouse when it's asked of you [most times even when it's not asked of you]. But you have to live the life of the family you are presented to, and right now that means you are privileged. I hope that makes sense...and I hope to get some some numbers and a street name from you soon, so we can begin the book we were looking so forward to filling. Would you meet me by the water, baby? 9:31 p.m. - 2006-08-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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