laffinkid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I kill for hugs After a night of drinking with Andrew and his roommates..I find myself sitting here..in this familiar chair. In my familiar home, with this familiar computer screen. But I need something. I need you. I can't stop crying. I can't stop puking. And Noah leaves on another deployment today for two months. I dont know where to turn, and all I want is a hug. But instead I get sadness. Complete sadness. With a lot of vomit thrown in there. I don't even know why I drank. I wasn't planning on it. Pressure. And then, puking. And I'm feeling better now but I know it's not over, so I just keep trying to munch down crackers and water, hoping that the next time will be more food and less acid. I would kill for a warm embrace. I wish I had just stayed home and talked to you. I'm sorry I wasn't there in a moment that you needed me. I'm really sorry..and my alternative wasn't even worth it. I love you. And I'm home all day today, if you want to talk and get a chance to call. --------------------------------- Upon further investigation, which I had not done prior to this entry..I have only one question: WHO THE FUCK IS REBECCA! ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! 9:29 a.m. - 2006-10-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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