laffinkid's Diaryland Diary

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A travelling soul..

Agh.

The show was amazing. RxB shows always are amazing. They are always so incredible live..the energy is unbelievable..everyone is psyched to be there. But one person wasn't there dancing with me, and it was so surreal...because he's always there right next to me, or in front of me, or behind me. Touching. Sweating. Laughing. Singing. That music man...he will haunt my eyes forever.

Shows never fail to make me melancholy, especially when I venture out to them alone. Prowling. Slinking my hips from side to side. Grinding softly on the nearest cutest man who consents. I have a formula. I spot him..and if he makes eye contact repeatedly..it's on. Then I make my way over, swiftly, stealthily, undetected. Until suddenly my body is pressed against his..sweating and sliding. It's like...making love..with clothes..and two-thousand other people around. But my favorites are the chases. Tonight it was a chase.

I couldn't tell if he was trying to get way or not..because he kept looking at me, every time I looked at him and sometimes when I wasn't looking at him. And his friends were eyeing my smooth rounded frame..and I could feel them whisper comments with grins. Maybe it was shyness. He definitely pulled me to him with his eyes, before the curtain drew and the music filled us all.

It made for a fun dance between strangers. And then these other two hugged me and told me I was a "soldier"..and I laughed in agreement. All the boys love a girl with prettied makeup and smoothed hair..but they love her even more when she gets nasty in the pit. And I love being that girl, every time I get the chance.

My concert stranger fantasy lives on. One day I will make it come true, with a familiar face acting like he's not familiar at all.

Mmm.

12:38 a.m. - 2006-10-20

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