laffinkid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Cherry Pie-Swedish Eyes Completely Exhausted. My secrets keep building. Piling. Accruing. Molding. Rotting. My eyes are tired and I haven't showered in days. My hair is greasy. My house is a disaster. I've gone so long without doing laundry that I had to go not wear underwear today. I can't see the floor in front of my closet. My dead flowers have been sitting on the counter for weeks. So has the rotten fruit in the fruit bowl. And the most recent addition: The half gallon of expired milk that I can't pour down the drain because there are so many dirty dishes in the sink. Gorgeous. It's because of the disarray in my mind. The unsettling chatter of subconscious and restlessness due to lack of sleep has been detrimental to my mental and physical hygiene. I have stories to tell. I have an email to write my husband. But I can't bring myself to do it. I don't want to do it. I'm way too fucking tired to do it. Apathy has taken me hostage. 11:52 p.m. - 2006-10-24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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