laffinkid's Diaryland Diary

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4th avenue all the way home

Every day that it gets closer..I push further and further away. I've hung out with the guys every night this weekend, and I'll probably hang out all week. And atip comes home tuesday, which I have mixed emotions about. A combination of relief, and grief, and apathy, and sorrow. Wrought with irony.

I'm tired of all this. Moving. Planning. I've gone to the swap meet every weekend for the last few weeks, and every trip I find some amazing thing that I want in my house...but I can never buy it because I am never in one place long enough to make it really my own. Today was particularly depresing, because I found several things I would have loved to buy, had circumstances allowed it.

But my phone rang and rang while I was in a movie. I didn't know it because it was silent...but when I learned it...I wasn't even disappointed. what the FUCK is wrong with me?


And spending money makes me feel better so i've been doing that lately. so far I'm ok with it.


I need a mentor. can you buy those?

3:30 a.m. - 2007-01-29

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